Disappointment...

Thats all I feel right now. I can't believe youu are saying things that hurtful. Yes I was fed up, you have NO idea what I went through. I understand what I did wasn't smart, I know I hurt youu, but I didn't do it on purpose, and to me that counts for something. You are NOT the person I thought youu were. The world has corrupted you. I don't know when your life got so goddamned bad. You get everything handed to youu,but because your friends pull you into drama and the boys won't leave youu alone you think your life is over. well guess what? ITS NOT! I thought you cared about people, genuinely, but I can see thats not the case. Youu will get your reality check one dayy, and I hope its not a hard lesson learned... You know, likee thinking you had found the love of your life only to find out he is an abusing, lying, troubled peice of shit. I went through hell. And you care about the fact I left youu out of something rather than the fact that I've been beaten and bruised, inside and out.