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Saturday, July 10, 2010

What in the world...

I have no idea what I just walked into. Only time will tell, I guess. I just know that this is what I want right now in this point in my life, and I don't care what anyone has to say about it. I think that so far, after being back in Kansas City, I have pretty much made the right choices, and not fucked up too much. I don't think this is going to be something that I regret, and if it is, well, its my life, and my mistake. I just hope its not going to be a bad one. Anyways, what else is going on in my life? I haven't had a day off work all week, and today I will be working an 8 hour shift. Like every Saturday, I don't know why Jerry thinks its funny to have me work the longest shift of the day, and at the end of it I'm not counting the drawer or doing dishes, I'm taking out the trash and sweeping and mopping. Really? I can't slack off after we close because I've been there longer than anyone else that day? Nope. Not at all. I'm really looking for another job. Like one I can start now. Because not even the manager works as long as I do on Saturdays. Thanks, Jerry. And my Mother, no, not Stacie, the OTHER one. The one I dont want to have anything to do with, the one taht I can't stand, the one that just absolutely pisses me off, Yeah, that one. She thinks that she knows what is going on in my life because she reads my posts on facebook, I think differently. She didnt even know anything about my life when we were living in the same house. I know she doesnt know this, but I hate her. I hate her with a passion, and don't tell me how wrong it is, or that I shouldn't hate her, or that no matter what she's still my mother, you go spend two years being nothing but a babysitter and another mouth to feed. Then tell me I'm wrong again. Okay, I'm done bitching for now. I'm going to get ready for work. Oh, Joy.

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